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that is all

-Pyro

STOP PHOTOGRAPHING KITTENS! Seriously, how many photos of kittens do we need?


-Pyro

So summer has come. Its normaly my most productive season. The images I make in summer keep my busy year round. I think I've gone out once this summer. i really need to get my ass in gear. This winter could be long and boring. Either that or really really drunk. I did get a few new toys recently. I have my Canon 30D which I am very pleased with. The only problem is keeping the ccd chip clean. Its a little bit of work but its deffinetly worth it. Also, I think I'm going to be getting a new Mac Pro soon. Deffinetly very excited for that. My little iBook can barely keep up with me as it is. Hopefully the new cpu will speed things up quite a lot. Eh thats it for today.

Life changes. I accept this. It's just part of how it all works. Things change, people change, I change. But I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being some sniffling little ass wipe. I'm single again. But that's ok. I'm fine with it. I'm going to do something I've never done before. I'm NOT going to mope around. I'm going to get out there again. I'm opening myself up. I've learned a lot over the past couple of months. I learned about myself. I saw parts of my personality I've never seen before. I liked it. It felt good. It felt real. Everything felt real. I've been dreaming for years. Living in my own little world where nothing can touch me and I can just ignore my problems. But yesterday night I opened those doors. I let myself out for the first time. It seemed like the only thing I could do then. For the first time ever I feel totally free. Free to do what I want and say what I want. Without fear of consequences. I couldn't have done it without two people. They should both know who they are. They are both incredibly wonderful people. I will love them forever. In the past 15 hours I have started down a new train of thought. Abandoning everything I feel comfortable with. Accepting everything for how it is. For the first time ever, I feel comfortable just moving on from my past. Going on with my life. I haven't really for years. I've just been stuck in this mindless state. But no more. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Today is the first day of everything. It's the first day of change. It's the first day of revolutions. It's the first day I forgive everyone for anything they ever did to me. And it's the first day I stop regretting actions I have taken before. Today is my revolution. Monday, December 18th 2006 at 12:05PM I move on. I take what I had. And go on.


-Dan

I seem to have hit a creative roadblock as of late. I'm having problems thinking outside the box as far as my art is concerned. The ironic thing about this is all other areas of my life are fine and dandy. My social life is great, financialy I'm well off, and I'm gettin plunty of sleep. But come to think of it that might be the problem. I seem to always come up my best ideas when either I havent slept for a few days or I am under the influence of one substance or another. To top this off I'm feeling quite lazy as of late. I have been becoming less and less productive as the week progresses. I think this week just needs to end so a new one can start. Or maybe I just need to see my girl again. It's always so difficult to find time to go down and see her. She and I have such different scheduals. Oh well. Life goes on. On the bright side I only have half an hour left of class before I can leave without getting yelled at by Myriam. So on that note, I'm going to end this.

-Dan